The shower was always considered a sacred place in Choi Seung Hyun's mind. It was the one place he could go to to get his thoughts in order, to release the stresses of the day, to forget the day behind him and look forward to the one soon approaching. The shower, in his mind, was a holy sanctuary, whether public or private.

On this particular night, a more or less public shower would have to do. It had been another late performance for Big Bang along with several other artists and groups. Being one of last on stage, the rapper could have jumped with glee to discover that he would have to performance hall's rather decorative shower room to himself. The privacy he was granted at the Big Bang appartment would be his in this large venue as well and he could begin the process needed in order to end yet another hectic day.

So consumed under the relaxation of the pounding water working out the kinks of his all too abused muscles, Seung Hyun hardly noticed the opening and closing of the shower room's main doors. It was probably one of the guys, he concluded, allowing his hands to work gently over his neck, working out the stiffness he had earlier felt there. They had been horsing around in the dressing room immediately after their performance, working themselves into exhaustion and probably needing a shower even more than they had before.

A small shiver passed through the rapper's entire being as he felt that annoying tingle that informed him he was being watched. Then again, it wouldn't have been the first time he would have caught one of the guys stare at him as he showered, though he had to admit, every now and then, it did strike him as odd. Rather than causing one of his dongsaengs to blush ridiculously by calling them out, he allowed his eyes to remain closed as he continued to wash. The strange behaviors of his bandmates would be another thing he would just wash away with this day.

Then came the tiny sound of bare feet lightly slapping against the tiled flooring of the shower, a sound so small that had the rapper started on his hair like he had intended, he certainly wouldn't have heard such a miniscule sound, but he did and it caused him to pause, but only for a moment. Again, he only shrugged mentally and continued to wash himself. Really, it was nothing to be naked in front of another man, especially the members of Big Bang. Strange as they were, there really was no harm in it.

His name spilled off of plush lips in a light whisper, a whisper that fell on deaf ears as water pounded, now matting down inky black hair and drowning out all sound and thought completely. The rapper seemed to be at complete ease under the running water, his lean form simply begging to be touched as streams ran from his torso and spiraling down into even more desirable places.

A touch. He would be fine with just a touch.

Seung Hyun instantly stilled when he felt a pair of strong hands settle on his narrow hips, and with that simple touch, he could feel the other man's every intention, could sense that this wouldn't be just an innocent moment between two men, knew with every fiber of his being that he wasn't imagining the arousal that was begining to twitch to life both between his legs and the one gently pressing against his bare rear end.

He also was very aware that this was not one of his fellow bandmates.

Lips quickly latched onto the rapper's neck, sucking, licking, kissing every droplet of water that made contact with that beautifully bronzed skin. He allowed his arms to carefully slide around Seung Hyun's waist, pulling him closer, wanting him closer, needing him closer. Feeling the rapper begining to melt against him, he allowed a hand to slip a little lower than planned, lightly brushing his fingers against the younger's sex.

Seung Hyun groaned, tilting his head to give the man more access to the sensative skin he seemed so invested in, but as he performed the action, the man peeled his lips away, bringing them closer to the wanting man's ear so he could whisper huskily, pitching his voice carefully so that he could be heard above the running water, "You had an amazing performance, donsaeng." He offered a small kiss just behind the younger's ear before speaking on, "I particularly like the part when you strip naked and hop in the shower."

Those wonderful torturous fingers then wrapped around the base of Seung Hyun's cock, offering a sharp tug, causing the younger of the two to stifle a gasp and lean more heavily on the body behind him. He was in the ultimate position of need and they both knew it. Needing the support of the other to even stand, needing the touch of the other so not to go absolutely insane. Knowing just what part he played to the younger, the man offered one long hard stroke after another, nearly losing himself as Seung Hyun moved endlessly against him.

"Hyu--" Seung Hyun began, only to be cut off when the older abruptly ceased his motions and tightened his hold on the rapper's erection. At the sudden stop, the power rapper sharply sucked in air through his teeth and dropped his head to his chest. "Dammit, hyung!"

"I told you to say my name," there was less control in his voice now, less suave cunning than there had been only a few precious seconds ago. Big Bang's big brother made him lose control of himself so easily that it made no sense. It was ridiculous really. How did they go from casual drinks and discussing crazy schedules to him hardly being able to keep his hands to himself? "Say it." His words were begining to come out in short pants as his control continued to slip. At any moment, he would snap completely and find himself buried in Seung Hyun's heat. "Say it!" He repeated harshly, his hands now pumping that all too tempting erection once again.

Seung Hyun's teeth clenched until he was quite sure that the vein in his temple would pop out completely. He was somewhere between a heartbeat away from complying to the man's wants and annoyed with the situation he found himself in. "Hyung," he growled through clenched teeth.

"Say it," he breathed again, pumping harder, faster, slowly pushing Seung Hyun to the point of no return. "Have to hear it," he went on, pressing himself completely against Big Bang's power rapper, against Choi Seung Hyun. "Please.."

A moment which running water and panting breaths passed slowly between the two men. He didn't want the man's name to pass through his lips. Didn't want to be presented with the fact that this was all they would ever be, a quick shower fix. The man practically attached to him already had a lover, had someone he promised himself to. He himself had an interest in someone else. But as the water continued to run, drumming down on their naked bodies pressed so tightly against one another, Seung Hyun wondered if he would be able to wash this moment away with the rest of the day.

Swallowing hard and biting back a moan, he had managed to slip out a barely audible, "Jaejoong-ah."